Samstag, 18. Februar 2012


I am a 43 year old medium, developed in the eighth year within the "Felix Experimental Group" in Germany!

I am the founder and long years unrevealed Physical Medium of the Group!

Since my childhood I am deeply convoluted in Altered States of Consciousness and from my 11th year of age on involved in Physical Interaction with beyond realms. I experienced my first ongoing Poltergeist Disturbances then in the Family of school comrades and felt a strange connection. Three years later people sat for me the first time in physical Circles when I was 15, mostly school comrades who sometimes could, but mostly could not cope with what was going on!

Not before my Study Times at Frankfurt’s University of Applied Sciences I found interested allies who were able to intellectually and emotionally carry the burden of witnessing things that were unexplained. Since exactly that time I started to additionally professionally consult victims of unwanted intrusions, victims of Poltergeist-Disturbances and certain possessive states of mind.

The gravest and oddest cases I stumbled upon, but surely one of the strangest is my own story of developing a classical "ectoplasmic" physical mediumship of a genuine kind - with pretty strong features.

Having erected sitter groups for several times in my life I find myself today working in the tradition of the German "Spiritists" from the heydays of Spiritualism and especially in the tradition of the Schneider Brothers, mainly Rudi Schneider, who is part of the spirit team I work with and mainly responsible for the experimental approach during my "somnambul sessions", the seances given for friends and truely interested people.

I originally apply shamanistical trance techniques, as Rudi did, and since three years a certain rhythmical breathing technique, that is originally used for inducing several different states of altered consciousness and was named "holotropic breathing technique" by the very much honoured pioneer of altered consciousness states exploration, Stanislaw Grof.

It strengthens the main aspects of the inner dissociation process you are going through when going into trance.

To reach full unconsciousness during the trance i combine it with visualizing deep meditation techniques and deeply installed (post-)hypnotical orders.

That work brought me close to a group of "Spirit scientists", that call their group pretty simply: the "Chemists".

In darkness, when the prior strip-searched medium (me - I will further on speak of me as of "the medium", because what happens during that time is actually fully dissociated from my regular mental state of mind) sits in the so called four-limb-control (two people hold both legs and arms left and right from the medium), the strangest things occur around "him": meanwhile the moderator of the "chemists", "Prof. Hans Bender", speaks through the medium, footsteps are heard in a distance from me, objects are taken and being moved in a distance from him, strange handforms appear against illuminated areas (the 'illuminated plaque' - a well known item at Physical Seances) - in a distance from him, small living animals - mostly deceased pets - materialize palpably, tremendous raps and strange wiping sounds start to occur in ceiling and walls of the room, strange localized spontanous winds occur and little lights whizzing around the room, people are given messages from deceased friends and relatives or handwritten messages are sent sealed in paranormally "apported" waxballs with huge synchronicistical attitude. Moreover objects suddenly appear in the room or at the mediums body, apported or materialized from ectoplasm!

Then in red light the spirit scientists let a large volume of white mass appear, that can be looked at and that seems to be autonomous in movement sometimes and consists of strange spiderweb-like sticky fibers that hold the whole structure together, giving it the look of cotton wool, candy floss, sometimes veil-like fabric or foggy residues.

They claim the substance to be the creational binding material so to speak.

They claim ectoplasm to be the substance that holds the "vital" secret, the evolutionary code of all to more complexity evolving creation.

And the history of its mindboggling features prove it: Development of objects and people out of it!

Because it includes the code of it all! And the spirit scientists trigger it! And then everything is literaly able to happen!

We did many photos of the substance and in the meantime we are approximately every second or third seance allowed to show at least the complete arrival through the mediums body, without interruption.

The disappearance was once grabbed on a photo but shown it is not by now during seances.

"Interdimensionally triggered and based ongoings cannot be easily "grabbed" by species originating one-dimensional" - is the simple logic behind and the reason for darkness, erecting so much suspicion. Our mental system is built that way, that it would fulfill things it cannot understand from the outside with the inside - and that is not wanted.

But its not mine to argue, mine is to sit for all who want to commune with these higher organised principles.

Anyways, I regularly do meditate for the chemists. And since December 2011 they claim to begin to reveal more of the "fabric" of ectoplasm, after its sole existence and movement pecularitites have been shown to people who come.

From such a meditation I fell to sleep the 24rth of January with unusually strong visual dreaming sequences of a seance condition, in which ectoplasm was produced from the mediums mouth.

What happened when I awoke I wrote one or two days earlier to interested parties worldwide, among them many leading parapsychological experts, pioneers of the scene, artists and other allies and companies over the years.

I publish in the following this first report, that was originally intended to be a very personal and honest description of what had happened, surely to be slightly corrected when presented to a larger public - but with this introduction you are reading I believe it can be published verbatim:

After a beautiful weekend with my fiancée, when I managed like no time before to unleash telekinetic power onto an oui-ja board planchette and secondly onto a pencil, something extremely weird happened yesterday, Tuesday, the 24th of January 2012, in my flat.

For several weeks I receive during my preparative meditations interesting information from the spirit world, respectively from the Team around “Prof. Hans Bender” – the main trance control of mine: The message goes there’s a new phase of ectoplasmic display to begin!

Meanwhile in the first place the team wanted to generate especially well visible huge volumes of substance and demonstrate its movement qualities – a new phase shall enable sitters to observe the substance finally under more scrutiny - also to definitely validate it’s neither a manufactured veil-material, nor cotton or silk or whatever!

The meditative receiving of information is a bit like dreaming of things, dependant on differently deep self inflicted hypnotic states, exercised several times over the week and at least once a day! The created meditative “room” is especially designed to receive information from the spirit controls responsible for the Séance conduct, describing for example new settings that later will be transferred into realization!

The 24th of January 2012 such a meditative attempt had lead me into a heavy, nearly lucid dream like state in which a certain Séance Episode was dreamt: I was shown people approaching the cabinet with the purpose to observe the presented substance with scrutiny, supported by bright light from a torch hold by my fiancée, just like it was given through as being planned the weeks prior.

When I awoke for the first time from the meditation I was quite disoriented. As it had happened several times after Séances I wasn’t able to reach back into full consciousness immediately. When this happens I am not able to avoid a dream-like state overtake my cognition and I am hung between wake and sleep. Regarding this state after Séances we have learnt it is the easiest way to let me sleep. 15 minutes later everything is okay!

Pic 1 and 2: Taken in the dimly lit room within 5 seconds (16:53:59/16:54:04). I was raising my right arm to shoulder level and the substance opened like a birds wing between breast and arm…

I awoke in such a somnambular state. And even though I saw the ectoplasm covering my right arm and parts of my breast and even though I reached for the iphone lying directly besides me to photograph, I felt somehow uninvolved, still caught somewhere between the different planes of consciousness. Feeling emotionally detached I took three photos without thinking about on what I was looking under which special conditions. I was obviously not fully awake!

At that time the substance was extremely voluminous and cloudy and I remember I was holding my right arm away from my body to spread the substance: I photographed two times (pic 1 and 2), when I meant to observe a rough human form coming more and more forward within in the substance. I remember I observed some kind of swirl-like activity involved meanwhile the human form became clearer – I photographed it (see photo 3).

Pic 3: At 16:54:09 o’clock I photographed the building of a roughly human form,

visible in the right half of the picture

10 minutes later I awoke for a second time. This time I was immediately aware what was going on.

The iphone had fallen onto the floor from where I quickly grabbed it for a second time, rose from the sofa in the half-darkened room and entered the adjacent floor, where I turned the white light on: Two large mirrors revealed immediately the cloudy like appearance had nearly completely gone and that the mass was hanging in fact from my mouth downwards.

Pic 4: First Opening of Mouth in front of mirror

Close to the mirror I opened my mouth and the reflected light from the ceiling illuminated it that way that I photographed right into it two times. At that moment in time I had my tongue withdrawn spontaneously to enable a good view in my mouth.

Pic 5: Second view into mouth

Not before I for the 3rd photo stretched my tongue out it became clearly visible that the silk-like substance was actually developing directly from my mouths mucosa. During these 59 seconds the row of photos was taken the substance melted away like bathing-foam, so that after the 59 seconds in the last picture only the central “veins” were visible.

Pic 6: First of the tongue fotos
Pic 7: Another tongue photo

All was covered by a dew-like humidity, even the last “cloud-like” areas. The humidity shone and reflected on its surface. Some areas seemed to be more “wet” like others, when I shot the last photo after 59 seconds.

Pic 8: The cloudy parts of substance had vanished away, when the mouths mucosa connection was detached as well

Suddenly the connection to my mouths mucosa was palpably detached and the last residue vanished away quickly. Then all was gone. No traces were left or visible on my t-shirt. Like many times before I again tasted the evidence of albumen.

Like it had happened after Séances several times before I suddenly felt a kind of sadness and fragility. I wasn’t sobbing this time but I had extremely weak knees and felt a huge exhaustion, when I telephoned the circle leader. It felt as if I was in a state of shock after an accident or something, but recovered relatively quickly.

Following the “Chemists” we can await comparable display-attempts during séances in the future. K.M.

Here the original text ends.

I am totally aware that the publishing of this all will stir quite a range of different reactions.

But whatever happens, I want to thank you for your ongoing interest into my developmen and your support!


FEG Chairman


1 Kommentar:

Victoria Ackerman hat gesagt…

So excited to hear about your experience! You inspire me to increase the number of times a week I practice my séance and cabinet work. I am not as advanced as you are but am working at it diligently. We have had phenomena, as well as a mist out of my mouth that felt like a silk scarf. Our experiences are posted on a blog: See you in September. -Victoria (USA)

So aufgeregt, um über Ihre Erfahrungen zu hören! Sie inspirieren mich um die Anzahl der mal in der Woche übe ich meine Seance Schrank Arbeit zu erhöhen. Ich bin nicht so weit fortgeschritten, wie du bist, bin aber an ihm arbeiten fleißig. Wir hatten Phänomene, sowie einen Nebel aus meinem Mund, der wie ein Seidentuch zu spüren. Unsere Erfahrungen basieren auf einem Blog veröffentlicht: Wir sehen uns im September. -Victoria (USA)